Have I lost my way?????

[tajuldeen]

Have I lost my way???

I pray all day and all night
For the end of the suffering
The end of their plight
I pray for the end of the war,
The bloodshed.
The end of the terror,
The fight.
I pray for the innocent lives at stake
And as I do,
I question myself
Am I a fake?
For if I’m not
What actions did I take?
What did I do for the Muslims sake?
Did I preach and not practice?
Tell not show?
O’ All-h please tell me what I need to know.
Did I just sit and pray
Hoping the suffering will end someday?
Did I not try to end all that’s gone astray?
Try to fix what’s in dismay?
Did my deeds fall into darkness?
Do I have time to repent?
Or is it too late?
Have I lost Your guidance?
Your love?
Your light?
Is there a way for me to strengthen myself?
A chance to make it all right?
I sincerely hope
I sincerely pray
That I will rise one day
And do what should be done
By practicing what I preach
By practicing for what I pray.
~ Tajuldeen:hijabi:
2/20/08

[palestine]

wow!! it describes me so much. this is how i feel too sister. you're really talented. i'll pm you, we need to talk more. lol. asalamu alaykum wrwb.

[ruki4eva]

:salam2:
jazakallah
:ma::wasalam:

[SwordofAllah16]

:salam2:

man how do you guys come out with such beautiful poetry helping people to remember Allah, motivating them to be conscious of the deen.
May Allah keep you Happy :inshallah:

[zahrany]

:salam2:
:ma:
Jazakallahu khair for sharing
nic poem

[hasinah]

mashaAllah!! good reminder..keep posting

[tajuldeen]

Thanks everybody!!!!!! Your words help encourage me and iA I'll post another soon.